My parents were followers of the Church when I was born; my father was a pastor and most of my family had been converted. We left the Church when I was twelve. This work is my return to the experience of growing up in a radical religious community and its lasting impact. Working with family archives, staged reenactments and photographed artefacts, I unveil the structures of indoctrination, revealing the layers of psychological conditioning. Unfolding over time, the project documents my negotiation of personal agency in relation to the relentless presence of the All-Seeing.

Edition © 2026 Rust Publishing.

Special thanks to Tomasz Kudaszewicz  

ISBN 978-83-970856-6-4

Photographs - Daria Izworska

Editing - Daria Izworska

Editing support - Jakub Szachnowski, Tomasz Kawecki, Heiner L. Beisert

Design - Jakub Szachnowski, Daria Izworska

Photography assistance - Emilia Izworska, Arleta Izworska

Texts - Daria Izworska

DTP - Tomasz Kubaczyk

Prepress - Jakub Szachnowski  

Mentorship - Jan Brykczyński 

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